Once I found my self think about how can time flying by too fast, how funny life when I feel like it was yesterday me wore my first uniform in elementary school, to be handed in by my mother, cried so loud begged those toys and dools, ate those delicious candys and chocolates and so much more. Now, there's no me wearing the uniform anymore, it's me packing those uniforms to the box then put it in the corner of barn. And damn yeah it's now me will leave this home sweet home very soon.Go for independent life and learn how to face all the things by my self, gosh! I never imagine that this time coming this fast. A lil' bit scare for imagine whether I can doing well or not, scare for imagine that there will no daddy who protect me and be sure I'm safe in my bed everynight, there will no mom cooking my favorite foods and cakes, and there will no brothers make some noisy in my room.Can I have worse than this?
Actually Depok-Jakarta isn't that far away for sure. It only takes approximately 2 hours to get there I guess. But I have 3 logical reasons why I choose to leave home and stay a while near the college. Ya, first I even can't stand to wake up earlier every morning everyday! (sometimes I wonderif this bad behavior have a connection with my zodiac, Scorpio hahaha :D). Second that I want to learn to be independent, I mean I have to. Stop hanging on my parents. Last that I wanna feel to be the real what they called "anak kuliahan" :p taste something new and wild in my bored life for sure.
The point is I have to leave........to grow up.......to stop being a kid........
And hopefully that everything will be well and alright and like they always said that "you never know what you got till its gone"........And yes I will know, imediately, I will miss everything. Especially those super-duper-mega-ultra great family :(
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