It Was You

It was your name but I'm on the way to find another word to replace yours.........

Another Awesome Day w/SP3

Samlekum........
Hola hola hup bloggie, gaada kerjaan bgt nih.......sudah menjadi pengangguran tidak banyak acara selama kurang lebih sebulan ini -_- jadi ya mending gue cerita aja ya disini wehehe enjoy!

2 minggu yang lalu tepatnya hari senin tanggal tigabelas juni duaribusebelas saya akhirnya keluar rumah *guling-guling* iya! hari itu gue ada acara ke ragunan bareng anak anak SP3, pardon me I haven't introduce them. SP3 itu adalah temen-temen seperjuangan gue pas kelas sebelas, kepanjangan dari sebelas ipa 3 wkwk kurang kreatif ya. Kita deket bgt deh sering jalan bareng, bikin surprise bareng, ah pokoknya mereka another half of my life deh (ahsek). Oke back to the topic, kita ke ragunan naik busway ber-18 mau mengunjungi saudara jauh wahahaha ngga deng sebenernya sih kita banyakan foto-fotonya drpd liat-liat binatangnya, terus sempet bikin rusuh juga pas ke area primata sampe-sampe bikin para monyet-monyet ganteng itu tereak-tereak mulu hahaha (blamed Ilham abt this!)
singkat cerita hari itu gue capek banget ngiterin ragunan, kaki kaya mau copot deh tapi worth it lah, seneng bgt bisa kumpul-kumpul sama mereka lagi..........soalnya gatau juga deh bakalan bisa kaya gini lagi apa nggak ntar pas udah sibuk kuliah huhu jadi sedih, but thanks guys for another great moment that day, I really appreciate and prepare for another more tiring trip ya :D

here's some photos I could share

pardon me for that wrong smiling pose :p

WHAT A DAY, RIGHT?

Damn, Yeah!

Long Gone and Moved On - The Script

When’s the day you start again
And when the hell does you’ll get over it begin
I’m looking hard in the mirror but I don’t fit my skin
It’s too much to take, it’s too hard to break me
From the cell I’m in
Oh from this moment on
I’m changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on , it’s time to get a real

Cause I still don’t know how to act
Don’t know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
Cause you’re long gone
But I still don’t know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone, and moved on
But you’re long gone, you moved on

So how’d you pick the pieces up yeah
I’m barely used to sayin me instead of us
The elephant in the room keeps scarin off the guests
It gets under my skin to see you with him
And it’s not me that you’re with

Oh from this moment on
I’m changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It’s time to get a real

Cause I still don’t know how to act
Don’t know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
Cause you’re long gone
But I still don’t know where to start still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
But you’re long gone, you moved on

No I can’t keep thinking that you’re coming back, no
Cause I got no business knowing where you’re at, no
And it’s gonna be hard yeah
Cause I have to wanna heal, yeah
And its gonna be hard yeah
The way I feel that I have to get real

I still don’t know how to act, don’t know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
But you’re long gone
But I still don’t know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you’re long gone and moved on
But you’re long gone you moved on

I Did

How to deal with dissapoinment?

Go through it, I guess

-@sittakarina

Leave, and Grow Up.......

Once I found my self think about how can time flying by too fast, how funny life when I feel like it was yesterday me wore my first uniform in elementary school, to be handed in by my mother, cried so loud begged those toys and dools, ate those delicious candys and chocolates and so much more. Now, there's no me wearing the uniform anymore, it's me packing those uniforms to the box then put it in the corner of barn. And damn yeah it's now me will leave this home sweet home very soon.Go for independent life and learn how to face all the things by my self, gosh! I never imagine that this time coming this fast. A lil' bit scare for imagine whether I can doing well or not, scare for imagine that there will no daddy who protect me and be sure I'm safe in my bed everynight, there will no mom cooking my favorite foods and cakes, and there will no brothers make some noisy in my room.Can I have worse than this?
Actually Depok-Jakarta isn't that far away for sure. It only takes approximately 2 hours to get there I guess. But I have 3 logical reasons why I choose to leave home and stay a while near the college. Ya, first I even can't stand to wake up earlier every morning everyday! (sometimes I wonderif this bad behavior have a connection with my zodiac, Scorpio hahaha :D). Second that I want to learn to be independent, I mean I have to. Stop hanging on my parents. Last that I wanna feel to be the real what they called "anak kuliahan" :p taste something new and wild in my bored life for sure.
The point is I have to leave........to grow up.......to stop being a kid........
And hopefully that everything will be well and alright and like they always said that "you never know what you got till its gone"........And yes I will know, imediately, I will miss everything. Especially those super-duper-mega-ultra great family :(

Go from Him, I Promised

I have thousand reasons why I stayed on you while

I have million reasons to go

But today, I realize that I should'nt have any expectation on you

People changed, including you and me

And I know there is no more place in you for me

I quit

ps: there is no regret for spending 3 years falling so deep into you